Saturday, June 26, 2010
{ 1:09 AM }
B l a s t o f f l a v o r s .
I have foresee whats' life really is.
I witnessed many people, around us is just
either straight-forward, not knowing what they are saying,
or just clue-less, not knowing whats' going on.
or some even pretend, assume, or what so ever,
not knowing the fact.
But had anyone wondered why some facts
are just to be hidden, not to be told?
or even just kept to yourself.
If somethings are meant to be kept as a secret.
So let it be,
why some people just going around spearding
secrets that they have heard .
Or even rumors
Why not just leave it alone.
I always wanted a clone,
someone who can fully understands me.
I just is back to me in my room,
stuck in the corner, not knowing whats' right or wrong.
Facing the wall, saying,
is life all about this?
I miss my many many human friends.
Should I
Give up?
Hold on?
Not do anything?
Listen?
I know there are ______ ____
Nights.
XOXO
i don't know what's on my mind if there is anyone who can read my mind or fully understandstands me
I would surrender my soul to you.
I can't seem to end this post,
something is bugging me,
SHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Thursday, June 17, 2010
{ 9:53 PM }
Colours in your life are all fading away.
Body has been aching so much,
perhaps I am getting old.
Sometimes I just wonder,
in a small world like this,
there are so many people living in it.
& brains are small too,
why it just can't store stuff.
Mr. Brain should invent a del. button.
Everyone come into your life for a reason & a season.
But why there ever be someone who come into your life forever?
Friends? Family?
Lovers?
I really don't have an answer to it.
I know you came to my live for a reason.
& I thank lord for that,
how much you have changed me.
Sometimes, i really wanna read your mind.
You're just so difficult to be read.
I just simply wait for this year to be just over.
Toystoryyyy 3 i am coming! (loveeees!)
xoxo
{ 9:39 PM }
Do you ever know who is true to you?
Sorry if I have neglected you my dear journal.
So much of everything is just going on.
With a blink of an eye,
is yet another 1/2 year gone.
I am yet questioning myself,
did I actually made a full use of it?
or just live a day by a day?
Life may be long,
but moments that you have been spending,
every single second, minute or an hour,
may be just for a second.
For a moment,
you may have friends,
but when you turn around.
"Poof" they are gone.
Leaving you there, not knowing if they really care.
If I could only read what's on their mind,
that's perhaps the best.
But knowing too much,
sometimes isn't a great thing,
cause you might be hurt or something.
Argh, lifes' a bitccccch!
No choice,
we're still living in it.
Pain is love.
shall end here.
i miss so many people,
but do they ever miss me?
Nights.
XOXO.
