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Saturday, March 27, 2010 { 12:24 AM }

If only there was a miracle pill.

Much had happened lately,
I just thank lord for sending me
those wonderful people into my life.

Currently what's on my mind:
I am still worried for my bestie.

Morning blues yesterday morning,
thanks for bestie & mummy.
All I could recall is VE which as like the best.
Slacked & chit-chatted with Mummy in the next class.
She was like telling me all the wonderful stories of TBSK :D
We both love papa! :D
But I was hyper relieved cause
I have like see all my loves ONES today.
except my darling baby.
I got to catch up with my vampsis.
Miss her truckloads.
Starbucks was great.
& home for dinner:3

Parent-teacher conference today.
Was like all talking about the future & stuff.
& the taxi driver was like damn cute.
Lunch with mum.
& home.
I couldn't find the scissors to cut my darling BABIES' HAIR ):
sobbb, someone stole it away.
Got manu cuts on my hands due to
the huge green piece of plastic.
Extensions doesn't help,
it's worst, so be satisfied.
If not it cuts >.< I love it when my mood is great, & I feel like sharing. Thanks to those who opened their listening ears, hearing to all my non-sense & always being there for me. Shall end here. Nights,XOXO.

SHOUTOUTS:
Bestie.
I love you my dear too,
I hope you're really fine.
Please do take care of yourself alright?
I am worried for you,
If there is anything don't hesitated,
is just a phone call away.
May god be with you.
Vien.
Thanks vien for being there ,
& the piece of advice this morning.
You're a wise human ha!
& thanks for the wonderful NIAN KIAO :D
Mummy.
Hey MUMMMMMMM!
thanks for always being there for me without fail.
I am missing papa, tell him I am fine,
no worries, cause I have mummy around!
Thanks for opening your ears to me & listening to my nonsense.
Hubby.
I would my dear,
with you, I am more than satisfied.
I love you.
Vampsis.
Hey sis, it was great seeing you yesterday!
I miss you and all the nonsense I have with you!
Chatterbox.
hey hey get well soon alrights?
thanks for always being there for me.

Thanks god for blessing me with
such wonderful people into my life.
He watch over us
& sprinkle magical dusts into our life.
Praise the Lord.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010 { 9:18 PM }

Sometimes I really hope I could open up

my full self & cry my heart out.

Cause really don't know what's on my

mind.

Have been thinking so much lately
& I don't know why.
Sigh, everything seems to be happening so quickly.
I ask myself, is everything in life that "Fragile"?
Is life such a pain?
Or is it me that turns everything upside down.
Having a clone? Is that good or what?
So you could rot at home and order the identical someone to
do whatever needs to be done &
not being affected by emotions?
Argh, life is just not the way I wanted it.
FCUK IT seriously.

Monday, March 22, 2010 { 10:12 PM }

Everything is possible with a great

hearty breakfast.

Long weekends,
my homework was practically mountainous.
Caught When In Rome.
It seriously a damn nice show,
& my advice is, everyone should caught it.
The way of how work-haolic fall in love.
& the mystical wonders of the love fountain.
Dinner at Billy Bombers was great.
& Zi-car for dinner the following night.

Today, school was great,
obviously with everyone around.
I loves Chatterbox BOB short hair, she looks hyper cute!
Can you please stop saying you look like a man.
LOL, then WHAT's OBEYA MAN?
Free two periods of social studies was definitely in a great use.
Obviously with my wonderful mummy around.
Her phone I guess is the most amazing entertainment to us,
under her checkered jacket.
Somehow remind me of children
peeking into a present.
LOL, gosh, why am I so random today.
Art was surely fun.
I guess if mummy isn't around in my art class,
my day would be hyper sian.
All the lovely songs and entertaining.
& obviously, I enjoyed her company :D

Come to think about how we actually got so close,
was kinda cute in a sense.
It was a year back whereby
we were in the same art class,
with all our non-sense talking.
HA, seriously why do I even care,
it doesn' t matter,
I am just glad to have mummy around :D
NU-ER AI NI ♥
don't ever give up.

After school met up with mum.
She got her her hair done.
New stylist. Which in a sense,
her stylist = to mine. GAYS!
Oh well, lunch at sushi teh ^^
Shopped around vivo,
& headed to supermarket spree
& headed home.

Had heart-felt talks to my brother.
I hope you're fine.
Jiayous,no matter what,
your little sister would be always by your back.
Even I don't really show it,
I do love you!
I gonna make you enjoy abit after all this!

Bestie.
I miss you!
Captain's ball on Wednesday!
I would definitely make it on <3
Vampsis.
Hey, get well soon!
I miss you!
Baby.
You're the best that I have got.
I love you.

Ciaoz, shall stop here.
Nights,XOXO

IS FREE CONE DAY TOMORROW EVERYONE,
GO GRAB A BITE!

Saturday, March 20, 2010 { 12:34 AM }

1803
Day-out with VienVien & Chatterbox.
Lunch at Lucky Plaze,
NASI-LEMAK, sigh, the standard dropped.
ROARS, met vien & vanie at CKtangs.
OTAHHH PALOUR, the blueberyyyy thingyy was nice(:
Vien & Vanie had nasi-lemak at tangs
& headed off to McCafe (:
STAMP STAMP STAMPS.
We were like complaining the NOISY MUSIC playing.
Raining was pouring down as we waited patiently for it to stop.
Went to took neos :D
Pretty much hooked onto neos now adays. ROAR.
Headed off to meet mummy,
& met up with tris & headed home.

I extremely loves someone wonderful voice tonight.
Trust me, your voice is lovely.

1903
Market spree in the noon.
Shopped like an Auntie.
With Uncle Michael with me.
Headed home, marinated & cool them in the fridge.
Clear up our babies' cages.
& started cooking.

Menu for the day.
-Creamy Mushroom Soup.
-Marinated Chicken Wings.
-Grilled Chicken Chop with fresh lime cheese.
-Fresh Fruits

BLAH BLAH.
Just had Mao Shan Wang Durian ice-cream for desserts,
& another bowl of Mushroom Soup.
ROAR, that late, the holidays are getting me FAT!
BEATRICE GET YOUR BUTTS & WORKOUT D:
I am lazy already,
shall let the pictures talk.

Nights,XOXO.
Mummy
have a pleasant safe trips to KL, I MISS YOU!
Vampsis
are you ok? I hope you're, MISSES.
Bestie
you are so busy, roars, miss you, can't wait to see ya in school on mon.
Vienvien
I miss you too! No matter what how horrible you feel, I am always here.
Babyprince
I love you, thanks for making my everyday wonderful!

Thursday, March 18, 2010 { 12:45 AM }

1703
Day out with Mummy is LOVE.
Morning bumps,
was late, grab a cab,
yet the 1st cab I took almost strike an accident.
Alighted and got the 2nd cab.
Met-up with mummy at KINO at taka.
Headed to take NEOs.
Spammed neo-prints, took three solid times.
Same machine,
I think people might thought we 1st time take neos, ha.
Lunch at pasta mania.
Mummy was mad with the mad huge gang.
Which was apparently polluting the air.
Shared stories of EFL,
I seriosuly kept thinking why EFL
can't be like later, so I could attend ):

Marks & Spencer shopping spree with mummy at paragon.
Toy "R" Us was pretty boring.
Headed to Starbucks to chill.
Send mummy off to her Korean class.
Her teacher was so cute :D
When mummy class start, headed home.
Had a wonderful day with my beloved mummy (:

1803
Appointment in the morning.
The doctor hyper bo cuppp can. =.=
Showing off in front of all his trainers.
Evening headed to granny's place for dinner.
Was freaking superb, heaven food.
Ate like freaking three bowls plus.
Damn nice,she could seriously open a restaurant.
I can invest on her :D HA!
Homed, had tang yuan, BLACK SESAME & PEANUTS!
YUMS. Now just bathe.
& Tomorrow yet another long day,
appointment in the morning & heading out to town.
I can't wait! MISS YOU GUYS!
LAZY to blog,
CIAOZ.

Bestie.
I am ok my dear, I miss you my busy bestie.
Mummy.
Awwh! Must make time for me so I can hear again!
Or mummy can sing just for me, ONE ON ONE :3
Vivien.
Vien Vien, I miss you tooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
I will surely meet you one day in the holidays!
Vampiresis.
My dear babysis. You're always so busy, sobs sobs.
My holidays are ending so soon!
& your school starting pretty soon ):
I miss you!

Nights, XOXO.

Monday, March 15, 2010 { 11:59 PM }

Mystical wonders of nature.

State of mind: I questioned myself am seriously depressed or what?
Evening earthlings.
Morning blues.
Got to drag myself out of my comfy bed early in the morning.
Headed to school,
with the beaming sun shining RAYS on ME,
what a dreadful day in school,
suffering through Amaths classes.
Isabelle was crazy throughout the class,
with all the stories,
from EFL adventures that apparently made me jealous,
to she & her wonderful friends.
I seriously want to have some sec 5 EFL memories ):

After classes,
met up with mummy & brother.
They sure have a bunch of jokes to crack up.
Lunch at coffee club.
I heart the muddy mud pie.
Headed off to starhub for some re-applications.
Mummy was hyper cute at there.
A new son, that she love to adopt.
Nuts palour, market spree & home.

Evening, trip up to Kent Ridge & to Hort Park.
If you spot two walking bananas,
you should know who you have seen.
Coincidence happens at times.
Flowers are just an amazing element of nature.

It seems like, you don't care even a bit.
I think, I am just thinking yet too much.
Give me a break will you?
A chance given, yet not cherished.
I am walking away,
I am sick of pretending.
But the memories are just too wonderful.
You're already part of my life,
& I guess there is no way I could remove.
I tried so hard, but I can't.

Thanks for the comments.
Babydarling.
Thanks for being such a wonderful husband.
I am glad to have you as part of me.
I love you sweetheart,
now & forever.
Mummy.
Thanks mummy for always being there for me,
I miss your voice still ):
Sing for me someday to put a smile on my face alrights?
Can't wait till tomorrow.
Vivien.
Honey vien vien, ha, I would blog for you alrights?
Since you placed a tagboard just for me.
Thanks for always being there. Loves.
Vampsis.
You're always on my mind,
I miss you.
Chatterbox.
HA. thanks my dear,
meet up soon too :D MISSES!

Nights, XOXO.

Saturday, March 13, 2010 { 11:54 PM }

ENTWINE

THOUGHTS.

Recent activities: Hooked up with Coffee Club.
Was out practically at town the whole day.
Just got home after dinner late at night.
Did nothing much.
But kept thinking back,
about that very moment that strike me today.
I sat there in the corner,
ignoring everyone presence.
Holding back my tears &
kept wondering to myself.
Something that was on my mind always.
I guess its' so true.
I have thought it through.
I should have listened those lines.
Now, is it too late?
I questioned myself,
or there is chance for salvation?
Now you kept me wondering.
I really hope I could read a person's mind.
Brains' are COMPLICATED with layers of folding.

PS: Should I stop blogging & write a personal journal?
COMMENTS anyone?

Nights. XOXO.
I am glad to have you guys as a part of my life.

{ 12:26 AM }

Follow what your heart' desire.

1103
ROCYE CHOCOLATES IS LOVE.
I spam like 2 packets of it. :D
Removed stitches.
Now a white TAPE on my forehead,
& I can't take it out for a week.
Sigh, I dislike scars.
Met brother & had dinner together.
Xiaolongbao & redbeanyambao yums.
Evening change of plans.
Head out dar,fel,tris,bran.
FUNNNAYEE BRANNNNNDON, I so remember what you did!
Walked around & they wanted to POOL.
POOL awhile & went home for supper.

1203
Doctors are adorable & charming aren't they?
Morning headaches,
town in the afternoon.
PASTA in coffee club with mummy.
Totally awesome, with the cheese.
pasta with a bottle of cheese is LOVE.
SHOP SHOP SHOP
& had CHEESE PANCAKE :)
Cleared babies cages tonight.
I need my darling's help for hair trimming.
MIMI is good boy.
BIBI is so hyper. ROAR.

I SERIOUSLY SKIPPED CAMP. ):
no memories for me sighh D:

Now yet I am missing so many people in school.
Nights, XOXO.
Why can't people see their lives?

Baby, was hyper funny on phone (:
darling, thanks for those wonderful memories.
From the night under the stars
till today, my love for you never dies.
Yet growing & burning for you.
I love you forever dear.
“Come live in my heart, and pay no rent & never say goodbye.”

Thursday, March 11, 2010 { 12:22 AM }

When
memories
rewind
back
in
your
mind ♥

0903
Alice in the Wonderland.
Freezing in the cinema,
thanks to my superman (:
keeping me warm with his jacket.
FORTUNATE pal,
HA, sandwiched between two guys,
she would never feel cold (:
After movie,
Gaint spree for camping.
Made me sad, i can't go for camp. ROAR!
Dinner with vampsis, baby & mummy.
Gaint spree with mummy & baby.
Home.

1003
1st day of camp.
WOAH, amazingly great,
cause there wasn't much of outdoor activities.
But was raining in the morning.
Which was great,
as I did not need to report to school
with my heavy camping bag,
but yet curdling myself with my poster in bed.
Made a hearty breakfast for my mum & myself,
changed & headed out.
SHOPPPPPING PALLLLOOOUUUUUR.
haven being doing that in ages yo!
Feels great when you try on clothes & YOU GET THEM!
Have not been to town for ages.
OK, shall stop getting high.
CAMP 1st day too high, can't sleep.
LOL. Many plans & activities I have to do
& rush them! & all the dates I own.
Gosh, is this a holiday or what?

Town tomorrow again & to remove my stitch.
Gosh, I hope for the best.
WALKKKY WALK trail in evening.
"Early vacation of march holidays is great."
(I am so trying to comfort myself for not going camp.)

Lazy to continue.
Nights XOXO.
Some song is just addictive,
even its' heard over & over again.

Sometimes, I wonder why & who you're.
Whisper into my ears
& tell me who you're,
cause its' kills me bit by bit.
There is a part of me that's still hidden.

Monday, March 8, 2010 { 10:34 PM }

"When life isn't

the way you want it."

Through the weekends,
heard angel's voices ^^
My beloved mummy sang well.
She a potential singer I swear :D
Sadly, vampiresis can't make it, sigh.
I miss her.

Wanna catch Alice In the Wonderland,
no tickets at all. sigh.
So baby and me bought ICE-CREAM,
TRIPLE SCOOP! :D
walked around till dinner
& had dinner with family.
I can't wait to coooooookk from the book.

School was fun with mummy around :D
Love the art especially with her around,
all the funnaye videos of papa!
HIGH FOREHEAD ^^
Thanks mummy, wo ai ni :D
After school, lunch at Bakerzin.
The cheesecake there is like heaven.
Accompanied my beloved brother.
Stupid hospital, must complaint.
Waited for hours.
Dinner at Swenson.
Mine was pretty alright,
Brother was like complaining the stiff meat.
ROAR, lazy to blog.

I wanna go for camp,
but I can't. SIGH.
Last damn year.

Bestie, musttake care of yourself in camp alright.
Must learn to be independent :D
I miss you. Have fun my dear.

Beatrice is wondering when can she ever see her vampiresis.
I miss the taste of your blood. >.<

Vien vien hope your bro is alrights! MISSES!

Can't wait till tomorrow.
Nights.XOXO

Friday, March 5, 2010 { 11:31 PM }

"Don't pretend to be

someone you're not."

BITCH. HYPOCRITE. COPYDOG. SLUT

Hello earthlings.
CAs are like finally over. Cheers to that.
Totally flung my Amaths paper today I guess.
Many people have say that stitches had gotten into me.
HA, EFL is next week,
& I haven really decided if I should attend.
I would really love to,
since is the very last year.
But, have reasons not to attend.
Sigh, "life keeps getting better in a way."

Left school early today,
teachers are just dumping us in class after CAs.
How wonderful they can get?
Had a wonderful lunch,
better off then rotting in school,
sent my phone to repair,
& shopped around town.
Gotten my LOWER BRACES &
headed to TCC for dinner.
& home to clear my babies cage.
YAYS, I trimmed their nails today.

& now, I am falling sick again.
My nose is running away,
is running like a tap water.
What a nice time just right after exams.

I can't wait for tomorrow.
Dear sickness, please leave me alone.
I am lazy to blog, CIAOZ.
XOXO.

babywangzi
no words could decribe how much you have done, thanks sweetheart.
vampire
I really miss you, I really do.
mummy
jiayous. stupid com, cannot read korean! ):
vien vien
thanks :) would get well soon,
I would really hope to go, is like the last year but I can't.
Your guys have fun & bring me back wonderful stories ok!?

{ 11:28 PM }

Breaking down, give me a break.
Life have been pretty in a mess.
Day after day,
you sat there wondering what's life all about.
& everything came crashing down on you.
& in spite of you turning to someone else.
You sat there all alone,
in the midst of darkness, all alone.
Whispering to yourself,
"Is there anyone really understands me?"
Tears welled up in your eyes,
unbearable emotions that couldn't be explained.
I asked myself, what do I live for?
Now I know.
Who're the ones.
Some are just fake.

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect.
The song that I heart ♥

Tuesday, March 2, 2010 { 8:09 PM }

The

end

is

always

a

new

beginning.

Exams this week,
pretty much can't really be bothered.
Just can't wait for CAs to be over.
I want to catch Valentine's Day,
& is like out for so freaking long.
& oh Alice in Wonderland too,
the graphics look freaking adorable too.

A long day yesterday,
stuff happened.
Bleeding head = Bleeding love.
Firstly, went over to the clinic over my house.
Closed and re-opened at seven,
so i went home, seven I went there,
waited for 30mins, I swear they don't want business.
Rushed here and there,
stupid clinic opposite my house never open.
Cabbed to West Coast, went to the clinic,
Mr.Doctor refered me to hospital.
Cab to NUH and had to wait till tomorrow,
& Cab down to Mt. Elizebeth , got wound treated,
& stayed overnight there.
Mr. Nice Doctor was there,
he is hyper friendly,
HA, my mum & I are like in love with him,
so damn gentlemen and handsome! :D

Lol, the hospital is like hotel service,
bathed & had supper & went to bed.
Damn funny, they have like daily menu.
LONG DAY, got discharged.
Did not attend school today.
& I gonna so heck CAs.
Can't wait till is all over.
& Thanks to those who at least text me to ask if
I was alright.
CIAOZ.
(I drank like 6 cups of milk today,
& some people called me the moo moo girl. D:)

BABYSIS
ROAR! VAMPIRE SIS,
I miss you! Can't wait to see ya soon!

XOXO.
Baby, thanks for standing by me all this time.
YOU NOOBCAKE, WANT A LONGER POST,
I hyper nice always blog leave a tiny part for you, STILL COMPLAIN!
Just wanna let you know that you have been really great.
& thanks for always being there for me.
All the times you made a smile on my face.
& everything we had been through.
You know our love story never has an ending. RIGHTTTT?!!
NOOB, here's your lovely post.

Thanks for always looking after me Lord,
you gave me strength to move on.
"The Lord is my light and my salvation- whom shall I fear?
The Lord is the stronghold of my life-of whom shall I be afraid?
When evil men advance against me to devour my flesh,
when my enemies and foes attack me, they will stumble and fall.
Though an army besiege me, my heart will not fear;
though war break out against me, even then will I be confident."
Psalm 27:1-3
I MISS YOU, all the fun we've had.