Nothing can stop this tremble.
How my life might turn around,
How people start to change,
either for the better nor the worst.
How everything would
actually turned out to be alright.
My heart feels uneasy, empty,
without your presence.
Day by day I witnessed the clock ticking,
looking into the past, present, future go swoosh by.
You would want stop everything,
or either take a peek into the future,
knowing how's life like in the past or future.
Just like any other video clips,
you would want to rewind,
or you would want to forward.
Because at that moment, was perfect, & was everything.
& you can't wait till you witnessed it just yet.
As it was everything at the moment to you.
& when it goes by, & its gone.
You would be thinking may it ever come back again.
Because this time,
you came to realised it would be just different.
But you just can't do anything about it, you never could.
But just stood there alone in the corner.
Cause they have already changed to someone
that you never used to know before.
They might look the same,
but deep down within them it is just yet another soul.
No longer the one before.
But i really hope those memories stay vivid
in those minds, cause it had been in mine always.
Today, school was a complete waste of time.
Napping in classes & playing card games.
I really don't get why the school extended
one more week of schooling,
& yet we're rotting in the classroom
without teachers around.
& it's my last day of school today.
What a last day of sec 4,how nice.
Oh well, at least enjoyed the company of friends.
next year, school would be at another location.
& there is this december meet-up there.
met mummy after school today,
feel guilty, forced mummy to have SUBWAY
with me, (: (sorry D:)
but she say it was alright cause it's yummy.
shopped and walked around.
headed to wet-market,
to get stuff to cook for daddy's bday tomorrow (:
ISABELLE! faster after exam LUHS,
haha then you can FLY ALREADYYY.
remember, you OWN me many dates out WOMAN!
misses.
♥ you got my heart & it's forever yours.
you're my lover forever
& that's a fact that will never change.
i love you sweetheart.
Monday, October 26, 2009{ 12:53 AM }
It's all about you.
hello earthings.
have not been to school for a week,
and tomorrow there is school once again.
last week of school,
which lessons would end at 11.30am.
>.< damn lazy to go to school.
Many stuffs had happened through this week.
Overcoming ever single thing.
I have to thank my lovely wonderful baby,
that was always there for me.
Sorry to trouble you to go through so much with me.
i really really love you ALOT! :D
& i know we gonna last a lifetime together. (:
iloveyou hubby. ♥
Friday, October 23, 2009{ 1:08 AM }
♥Treasure what comes by in life, cause they are only here, for a period or a season. If they are gone, you will never know when will they be back. or ever will be back. Never live life with regrets. that's how unpredictable life is.
{ 12:35 AM }
Stop playing tricks with my heart.
sick & tired,
woked up early,
made breakfast.
since it was early, headed to find my mum.
shopped around with her,
and headed to find cheriee(:
so much to tell her.
oh well,
cher and her 21 years old. :D
she must tell be how to ren man.
dinner with mummy & cher at Ajisen
cher was cute, with her humble-ness.
haha my mum likes her.
(: walked around & had SUPER-MARKET spree,
did not did that for quite some time.
homed & had supper. (:
oh well,
life's getting complicating as time goes by.
OH ISABELLE THAT WOMAN.
I SO REMEMBER WHAT SHE DID.
SHE CHEAT MY GOD DAMN FEELING LUHS.
"aiya, thought after exam can go couple date with you."
THANKS ARHHHH >.<
GONNA KILL YOU WOMAN!
faster get over with your papers soon!
you own me many dates out
& intro me your "mr SIPDER-man" * SHOOT WEBS!
ciaoz.
(Hey bro, i miss you ♥ )
were you ever my hero; or was it all a lie?
when nightmares get upon you.
Thursday, October 22, 2009{ 12:57 AM }
I don't know what's on my mind; i need a companion.
PERFECT.
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect(X2)
Monday, October 19, 2009{ 9:46 PM }
♥ Thanks for adding joy to my sweet 16th.
Thursday, October 15, 2009{ 10:45 PM }
Sweet Treats. ♥
1610 Venue:myhouse
Time:meet-ups at vivo-city.
message send out already (:
refer to it,or else just give a ring.
Thank you to those who had wished me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
and those wonderful presents i have got.
loveee.
1310 celebrated my bday with my beloved hubby.
thanks baby for spending the day with me (:
my best birthday gift is you (:
thanks for the cute presnet :D
1410 woah, school life is like totally slacking now.
the only upper sec class left,
teachers NEGLECTED us.
oh wells.
after school,
met brother, chit-chated,
and went to find mummy together,
had lunched.
me and mummy went shopping :D
woots, bought many stuffs! HAPPY * ^^
after all the walking,
had dinner with brother and mummmy,
and headed home.
currently,
thinking about plans for tomorrow night.
hope it all would go smoothly. (:
toodles.
(i am lazy to go school.)
Isabelle; hello woman! yeah my dear, perhaps this happened as we both have our own friends and stuffs like that, oh well, this would not drift us apart that easily right.
haha you budget SMS never msg me marhs.
it's just a beep away (: i miss those time hanging out too!
go out soon woman (: and stop sleeping in class :D
you got me all addicted to you.♥
Monday, October 12, 2009{ 9:57 PM }
I have seen it through Lord,Amen.
i so want a tattoo soon D: did still drawing during art today.
After school,
sat train with cher.
ALL the food TALK-ABOUTS :D
yums.
met darling (:
& headed home.
Thanks vien darling. i am so wonderful to have a friend like you (:
We might not be bestest of friends
but that doesn't matter,
cause i would still be here if you need me.
LOVEyou sexy (: hey sis, go through this one last time,
i will hold you on,
and never let you fall (:
be strong my dear girl.
i would be here for you. hubby♥ sweetheart,thanks for being there for me that night,
i really need someone to tell everything to (:
iloveyou.
Sunday, October 11, 2009{ 12:15 AM }
Turn back time, stop the time, will you?
MORNING was poring heavily D:
met my baby in the morning,
made baby hearty breakfast XD
poor baby, did not get enough sleep,
cause i had woke him up >.<
at night was dinner with family,
celebrated my so called early birthday.
i felt so different without you around.
come back soon, will you?
i know you're home-sick TOO! :D
ate hyper full tonight,
with the yummy steamboat,
and desserts.
LOVE the bakerzin cheesecake!
gosh, i can't wait till friday,
hope it's gonna turn out to be fun.
(:
you never know how much i have missed you;
ever since that very day we parted.
if i could turn back time,
i really hope things would change
& we never have parted.
you have just left a huge impact in my life.
imissyou.
♥BABY, if you wonder why i love you?
it's simple cause
you're the only one that makes my heart beat :D
Wednesday, October 7, 2009{ 11:25 PM }
Fading through the crowd;
i stood there aimlessly.
slept like a pig through the classes today.
after school,headed to town with belle.
met mummy in town ,
ate lunch with mummy & brother.
"xiao long bao" :D
shagged now,
i am having headaches now currently,
sigh i don't want to go to school! D:
(lazy to blogggg.)
♥ iloveyou
Tuesday, October 6, 2009{ 10:33 PM }
I have seen through those eyes,
please dont pretend anymore.
MORNING. i woke up & slept back in bed again.
with the nice comforting weather.
& i was suppose to bring my camera today,
apparently i left it on the table.
sigh, biology project cannot take pictures D:
school was boring,
except those biology experiments that filled up all the time.
after school,
headed town with vienn ^^
ate FISH & CO. (yums!)
so fulling & we were practically carrying our stomachs!
walked around and vien headed home.
ate dinner with brother
& went home.
my brother is practically drilling himself,
and like absorbing what's in the textbooks!
gosh so poor-thing. JIAYOUS!
one more week over & you shall return all the date out with me ! :D
hey sis,
ADD-OIL for your "O's" alright.
anything would surely be here for you.
sister's till the end (:
much loveee.
After all the years,
you're still the one that left a vivid memory
upon my life.
but oh well, people do change (:
& i have seen through some that are of a total ______.
you _____ gave in the way to this ending,
washing your hands and walk away.
i pretended i don't care,
and now, i really don't. Everytime i see you,
you make me smile uncontrollably.
I don’t know where I would be without you in my life.
Te'amo ♥
Monday, October 5, 2009{ 11:10 PM }
Having to bake with your own hearts.
0310 baking sessions with my aunt over at my house,
& granny's cook food was the best.
aunt taught me how to make mooncakes :D
& at night, had family dinner at turf city, yums.
0410 out with mummy shopping & pei brother .
night out,dinner was yummy,
even tough my fried bee hoon stall was closed.
barbecue stingray! & honey glazed wings.
was like the best. (:
0510 school was like boring to nuts.
the whole school practically is having SAs.
& o-levels girls, home self-study.
n-levels girls are having exams.
we so lefted out,
& yet teacher also left us out.
oh well,
after school headed gym with cherie.
& cher was damn cute (:
did the experiment for biology.
but we had troubles seeing the marks on the stadium.(sad)
went to find babyy after that,
(: i miss you.
thanks honey for sending me home.
roar. there is still school tomorrow.
ciaoz.
baby wangzi ♥
you're priceless to me
& you're never gonna be replaced.
